Monday, October 11, 2010

Dear God

dear god,

will you give me a sign and tell me if what I'm doing with my life is what I should be doing?

will you give me a sign and tell me if the man I'm with is the man i should marry and have kids with?

will you give me a sign and tell me if i will ever move out of my parents house?

will you give me a sign and tell me if i will be healthy for the rest of my life? cancer? tumor? illness?

will you give me a sign and tell me if my loving grandma is OK? I miss her and I hope she is being loved like how she loved us.

will you give me a sign and tell if that I'm being a good christian? I don't go to church anymore but I think about you a lot god and i hope that is OK.

will you give me a sign and tell me that i can stop worrying and that everything will work out in the end? 

will you give me a sign and tell me that i can go to sleep at night not thinking about what i have said and done and if anyone was or is upset me with? 

will you give me a sign and tell me what i need to do to make a small difference in my life? 

god, i need hope back in my life and i need a sign to tell me I am OK. 

love,
mmk

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